... [Please don't, and neither will I.] I don't think I'm necessarily drawn to dark things. It just seems to work out that way.
[I am a real person writing a fictional view of another real person. That person is not myself. I am aware how messed in the head that is, and though appreciate you wanting to point that out to me, it's completely unnecessary. We don't care what you think. And by we, I mean me. I mean us. I mean I. I mean....]